about me.
january 12th, 1995. goyang. it was raining. storming. thundering. his family was a middle-high class family, owner of a chiq restaurant downtown. mother, father, 3 years older brother. growing up, kyungsoo was picked and bullied on constantly by classmates and even friends, mainly because he was tiny, quiet, easily startled, thin and with really wide eyes. at home, the fact that all the things he exceeded in were considered a little useless, he had trouble with bonding with his family members, minus his brother. he knew how to sing, won a few local competitions, but "that's a difficult path, won't get you any money" and he knew how to cook, but not amazingly enough for it to be a career option for him, his parents thought.

his parents then, looking out for his own good, decided to take him out of his singing classes and make him focus more on his studies, praying that perhaps he'd fall in love with something that would make him successful, perhaps math, biology, physics. perhaps it'd make him want to join law school or med school. none of that really worked, he continued to participate on the music clubs behind his parent's back either way, even travelling to other festivals saying they're school outings and he did this throughout all of his high school years, the help of his older brother was crucial during times like this.

of course, for his little plan to work out, he had to have the greatest grades in the planet and not act suspicious at all. which wasn't difficult after all, since he would study most of his time at home and being quiet is in his nature. so there was no surprise when he applied to yonsei university and got in. the drama now was the major. he didn't love any science his parents would adore him for taking, so he convinced them he'd be a teacher after school was over. their only veto was for music, again, not believing in his actual chances of making it in the industry. so he took the next best thing he thought he could teach, sociology and political science. of course, that was a lie. he's not teaching after college. he's finding a job somewhere. anywhere. be stable by himself, while making music on the side. that'll do.

he got into dtd in his sophomore year, invited by the only friend he had then, probably out of pity, because he had major reaching out issues. he's working on it.

personality

as previously stated, he's very shy, he has to force himself to make eye contact, stumbles on his own words, stutters, takes forever to warm up to people, and his body language talks three times more than he does. he's humble and polite. he's a little anxious, too. kyungsoo used to let people walk through him, but not anymore, so he if he's angry enough will complain if he doesn't like something and will stand up for others if he finds the other person won't. due to him being so closed up at first, he is observes and reads people really well, even if they can't read him so fast. he's very accepting, too.

he's temperamental, not very patient, a little sarcastic and he doesn't know what to say 99% of the time. but given a chance, he can become the best friend ever. he's kind, autruist, very emotional. he opens up, and it's often unexpected when he does, but he'll start being talking a bit more, being more of a dork, dancing around ridiculously, letting people touch him without getting uncomfortable. he's very loving and adorable once he knows he can be himself around people.

he's reflective. self disciplined (so he ends up being too demanding of himself, specially when it comes to singing), but absent-minded just the same. will say some weird shit.

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facts

he is blind as a bat. wears his glasses a lot, depending on the class. if he deems that class important, he's gonna sit in the front and wear his contacts. if he doesn't give two shits about it, he's going to the back, not giving two shits about it in his glasses, away from teacher hot zone.

his graduating high school with great grades and getting into yonsei in a second got him a hell of a motorcycle. the only time he feels cool is when he's riding it.

a little obsessed with cleaning. his room is probably the cleanest in all campus.

he ain't gonna lie, he has never had a girlfriend. but he has had some experience, since a girl or two thought he was cute enough. but actually talking to girls is a challenge to him. he misses girls. a lot.

does smoke weed. makes him a little more approachable, a little more open and easy. not to mention, he likes how it makes him feel. if you see him in a party and he's just chilling, closed eyes and smirking, he's very stoned. smokes cigarettes in the absence of weed.

at the music club, he just ignores there's anyone there and sings his heart out. it usually helps him to feel a little less uncomfortable, but he gets embarrassed right after club time is over.

takes care of everyone he likes. known as the umma of the dtd.

cooks wonderfully. best dish? cheesy kimchi spaghetti.

has the love of his life since middle school, it didn't work out. out of it came out his songs, tell me what is love and scream, he has been working on them ever since.

has had a few violent bullies in his life, has had his arm broken a few times thanks to them. knows how to hit to defend himself and you might not want to be around to see it.

fan of cartoons. likes steven universe a lot. but you don't know that.

nerdy as fuck. plays too many videogames. can pokerap if drunk enough. reads comics. brought all his portables and consoles to university.

drinks over 3 liters of water a day. probably the reason why he goes to the bathroom all day, every day.

finds the internet the easiest to make friends. will talk a bunch over there. except that, he can't type really fast on computers.